changed another design template LOL.
but still not sth that i wanted.
HAIS very hard to find a likeable.
tinking go design again but i'll need TIME!

im like wasting my time editing the template's
css & everything when
i do not like any in the end ):

saddening ang bao year because of
financial crisis hiakhiak :D
SHRINKED!

perhaps i shld spend my time relaxing watching
dramas instead of my blog shet stuffs lol.
boooohooo.

time to grab for some goodies.
im hungryyyyyy!

☺: 1:52 AM 
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stop turning back,
at the worthless.

now that i've knw..
perhaps i was so worthless.
perhaps everything meant so little for you.
to easily forget & get over with so quickly.

what can i still say...?
being a fool to believe you.
even i knw thy're all lies.

but im glad to lose you.
cos i've chosen not to be a fool.

though im still at the starting point,
with everything all over again.

finally cny wk is coming,
can get sme decent holidaying & slacking!
lol booo!

slp quite alot tdy.
wokeup at 1pm+,
then got back to slp again at 5pm+,
wokeup at 9pm+ :)

guess i just need alot of slp :D
oh ya scary dreams also BOO.
horror dreams frightened me!!

never shopped alot for this cny.
seemed pretty boring ):

bought a baby grey tube top at 19bucks.
so cny jus wear tt & jeans & cardigan LOL.
lazy to do any shopping lately.
can save money too!

tinking buy a small handbag BUT
lazy go shop hahahaha.
guess tis cny just...
anything lalalala.

cny = slp + dramas + food = :)

just found out my mp3 SO amazing.
srry i bit tooot hahaha after buying so long ytd then
went d/l some videos to put inside my mp3.

jam xsiao & boys before flowers :)

☺: 12:13 AM 
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feeling more restless lately ):

i'll need to start doing alot things frm tmr!

1. do more situps
my weight is still 46kg BUT thre're FATS
at my tummy which made me feel irritating!

2. drink milk & eat more fruits
i mus buy milk to drink for every breakfast!
cos my scaly skin is coming back, more serious!
OMG, thinking of forcing myself to drink MILK.
eeeeeeeeewwwww still a must.

lol i think shld be lack of vitamin D + milk,
so diedie also mus drink & eat.

3. make myself not so restless
this errmmm i dont know how neh ahhhh.

4. maybe i shld eat less
i've been stuffing myself with food!
hello panda's yummy!
& cny goodies tempting me!

i think the start of 2009 made me lost.
hais dont knw what i want rrly.

maybe it'll get clear to me soon.
:/

i've chiong the moonlight resonance hk drama
to epi 30 for the past 3 days! HAHA
nice show v homely & also full of scheming ppl lol.
one wrd describe those JIAN!

im waiting for boys before flowers!
epi 5 whre're youuuuu?

☺: 11:53 PM 
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OH GREAT news!
im left with 800 more with my cpf loan!
finally gg to repay all 6600+!

BUT still left with another 5k ):
hiakhiak at least im halfway thre now!

also planning to save 200 every mth,
frm now on :D besides paying for debts.
HAHA hopefully can lol.

if only i don't spend as much LOL.
booo.

what's for wkend?
shopping & mindcafe.
nth shop at bugis rrly lol.
games @ mindcafe fun!

my weight issssss increasing!
OMG kns.

watching korean's meteor garden +
jap's hana kimi :)

wish me good wk ahead
till CNY!

☺: 9:41 PM 
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so far, this week's terrible~
basically fked up pretty badly.

firstly, felt quite sad for yl's 21st
quite a sad one LOL.
think if we both go celebrate alone will definitely
be more fun than with....

secondly, YES those peeps!!
bursting me with so many things
till i CAN'T STAND IT!
im so busy already, yet thy're making me
feeling more worst, disturbing me.

i dunno wth thy want man.
spoiling my wk terribly ))):
making me slp at 10pm lol.

thirdly, do you think designers shld check
for client's copyrighting grammar mistakes?
i don't think we have the free time to go check every word.
imagine so many words to check for.

but if we can spot their spelling errors wld be gd,
if not seriously i don't think anyone shld be blaming designers.
yes, as part of designing, we shld be responsible for everything in a way.
BUT ..... it rrly made me feel very very fed up when being said as:

don't copy & paste BLINDLY.
mind you how angry i got when i heard this.
wtf, while doing designing & amendments part,
still need to read word by word to check for spelling mistakes?

is like insulting that i anyhw do my work,
never take it seriously.

maybe everyone got their own tasks to fulfil,
we can't satisfy each & everyone with their diff needs.
i think im pretty headstrong at times dunno is it good or bad.
or im taking this too seriously.

defintely my EQ isn't that high to solve quarrels with apologies.
when i think it's not my problem nor i started all these matters.

is apology neccessary to end it all?
not sure if it's sincere or
just one to make everything end peacefully.

my entry sounds very pissed up?
ya but that's what im feeling for this wk.
i think im enough with these shet issues.

im more suitable to just pretend nothing,
bring that bloody expressionless look on myself.
my temper this wk's very very bad!!

i wish i could have better EQ to resolve problems,
with a smile or anything else.

but smetimes, can't help being weak?
ppl will take advantage more often ya.
if u're stronger in your thinking, your opinions
at least u won't lose out but seems more hateful.

so...?

☺: 8:55 PM 
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late one day to post about the new year ahead 2009!
went fashion bar for countdown.
hmmm i guess im still not suited to club or drink BOO.
im definitely more homely HAHA,
or havoc at home seems a better choice.

what to say for 2008?
most memorable ones shld be love & work.
experienced my first heartbreak, shld be a tough one to forget.
still, i was finally over with it and had sth learnt.

now, im love expert!
as in if you come ask me,
i can share with you my experience la lol.
at least, i knw mre about guys & girls ya?

though my heart is now more 封闭+ 绝望
lol still hope to meet the right one, not wrong again.
eh 桃花 not 烂桃花 lol.

work wise, my first job after grad as a designer.
hmm tink i didn't make the wrong choice?
though edifice is small, boss is GREAT!
i guess he'll try to communicate with us,
act young together with us HAHAHA.

we got free treat for feast at every end of mth HAHA.
won't be any OT if that is possible (this is vital for me neh).
colleagues also nice, not v havoc!
hahaha too havoc don't knw how to handle man.

in whole edifice is : 麻雀虽小，五脏俱全!
our team is expanding also in coming yr ahead.

for myself hmmmmmm.
still cant figure out about my own character smetimes.
frustrated over it also.

let's say usually at work, im very very serious.
if i've stuffs to do/rush, you won't see me smiling or fooling ard.
it's like achieving a balance which i seemed to be handling quite bad hais.
i knw everyone will be serious also la BUT just that mine is severe case of
BLACK face haha + damn not fun & serious.

i tink my heart will OS say:
you tink i give you a damn hur, don't come disturb me HAHA.

i usually give attitude if i tink whoever is not serious in work.
must give them some colors seesee haha.

just like secondary times, if i cld turn the time back,
i hope i will play more & study less haha cos i tink
i've missed alot of good things back then.

people wise hmmm when you're out to society,
you'll see more kinds of ppl definitely.

can't criticise also BUT smetimes just to say sadly..
why thre're this kind of ppl, how cld they blabhblahblah.
wahseh thy hide it damn well sia, EQ damn high lol.

smetimes i just hope my EQ can be high neh.
at least i can be more sociable la, can make more friends.
wont be like so alone & left out.
or i can knw hw to react more correctly.

EQ too high also looked like....bit fake.
socialising ard erm ya that kind of complicated stuffs.
adulthood life!!

i found that im still so childish.
not sure how to get along with ppl in a more
socialising way or rather adult way haha.
maybe when i reach 25 will be better LOL.

so my goals will be:

1. repay all my debts!
i tink by feb/march, i can finish paying my cpf loan :D
then, i shall start to repay another debt - 5k ):

2. how to be a better person
eh like say how to achieve a balance between work & play bah?
maybe can save & get some holidaying, hopefully!

3. start planning to save!
while paying my debts, while spending on stuffs,
i still need to save man ))):

i also wish to move house, lead a better life smehw.
aiya but not possible so soon, sth not within my reach.

hope i will not spend too much also :p

others will be kept as secrets hiakhiak.
走一步，看一步 lor.

☺: 12:43 AM 
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had an enjoyable BBQ by the beach ytd, with OPP mates :)
i think it was the very first time sitting on 'picnic mat' at night,
to chat & enjoy sea breeze lol.

eh no pics cos we took very little,
then mine all ugly neh hahahaha.

getting sore throat now!
accummulated frm xmas eve till now.
coughcough~

had 2 sips of bacardi orange :p
rrly tasted like soft drink haha.
can try buy one home to drink nxt time.

BBQ was tough to start fire all these.
ours was like cmi haha.
luckily recently i don't feel too hungry,
so food was fairly full for me lol.

wish to try staying overnight nxt time
by the beach HAHA.
to chat & relax,
rrly's great!

probably only spoiler for ytd was....
missed the last mrt home, so decided take cab.
i thought thre's no bus home haha.

btw, i used to stay in pasir ris for 2 yrs?!
i actually forgot what bus to take to tampines!

cab was hard to wait for!
pasir ris was like deserted lol.
in the end called my sis to ask!

bus no.3 or 39 or 81.
i waited & bus 3 reached first so i took it.
HAHA i used to take bus 3 frm pasir ris to tamp when i was secondary.
didn't occured to me or rather i rmb the journey was soo long.

rubbish man, nvm.
proven that im road idiot!

3 days away from 2009.
(: or ):

☺: 5:11 PM 
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圣诞@ edifice: 24/12

had company lunch at Ritz-Carlton &
then was Alegro's at clarke quay!
dinner was at outback steakhouse :D

but overall i was too full by dinner then.
ordered the very salty fried shrooms which i regretted!

my throat's getting pain after so much yummy stuffs ):
TSKTSK & thre's bbq tmr LOL.

btw, churros & others were tasty, with choco sauce as usual.
hmmm not bad la nxt time can try with friends lol.
50% off for churros :p

pretty lazy this wk.
outing date changed & changed LOL.
what to do, is holidaying time!

☺: 12:49 PM 
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credits to fongyee :D

My name is: jiahui, espreno & designerd
Occupation: multimedia designer
Fav Colour: black, white & brown
Something you wear: accessories & clothes lol
Beverage: gassy drinks & iced milo

Food: fastfood
Place: eh
Something found in the bathroom: toilet rolls
Reason for being late: purposely or missed the bus
Something you shout: HUR, kns
TV Show: idol dramas, variety shows
Song title: jam xsiao & chinese songs
Country: eh

Starting time : 11.49pm
Sisters : 2
Brothers : -
Shoes size : 7 (37)
Where you live : singapore tampines!
Favourite drinks : gassy drinks & iced milo
Favourite breakfast : breadtalk (it's everyday work routine, not fav)

Have you ever ?
Been on a plane : ya once!
Swam in an ocean : -
Fallen asleep at school : yes
Broken Someone’s heart : should be, yes
Fell off your chair : erm
Waited for someone to call : yes
Saved emails : ya!

What is your room like : WTH lol
Ever had:-Chicken pox : yes when young
Sore throat : ya

Stitches : eh no?
Broken nose : no
Do you believe in love at first sight : eh yes
Like picnics : hmmm not bad, havent try before lol

Who was/were the last person that made you smile :
cannot reveal LOL. but after that made me angry again hais.
you yelled at : OS inside my heart

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like : no
kissed anyone : no!
Miss someone : erm
Eat : yes dinner!
Best feeling in the world : ?
Whats under your bed : dust & dirt lol

Who do you really hate : not say hate but dislike lol
What time is it now : 11.55pm
Is there a person who is on your mind now : hmmm
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : stuff toys hur? ya haha.
Do you have any siblings : yes

Do you want children : ya
Do you smile often : don't tink so neh lol
Do you like your hand-writing : lol ya but not till to the extreme

Do you have any pets : nooooo
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : no
you sleep with the TV on : yes last time. now never even switch on the tv!
Do you eat healthy : HAHA don't tink so

Did you cry because of something someone said to you : nobody say anything tdy
Are your toe nails painted : no but i wish to. my idiotic short nails!
Are you friendly : not rrly, depends on who

Are you closer to your mother or father : neither
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : eh
What color shirt are you wearing now : brown!
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. : went out buy tibits or is it eating dinner?

When did you cry last : 失恋 lor lol
What are you doing right now : blogging, drinking 7-up lol
Who was the last person you cried in front of : myself lor?
Have you ever crawled through a window : yes when i was young & forgot to bring key.
crawled into my room hahaha.

How many people can you say you’ve really loved : ermm v little ppl i can say.

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my heart or my friends?
5 things I was doing 10 years ago : playing, sleeping, eating, running, crying

5 things on my to-do list today : sleeping & to wakeup, eating!, blogging, watching shows

If I were a billionaire : let's wait till that very day ...

finally completed & im off to
EAT & watch some movies (if i can manage to find any) or shows.
byebye~

☺: 11:44 PM 
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☺: 9:25 PM 
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